beautiful life

2012

2012-01-26T23:58:00.003+08:00

Back from 2012 cny celebration~

Hmmm a weird yet enjoyable trip i would say:x

Hope things will "stable-lize" here though...

Even though back here is still...

A form of "jet-lag"?:x

Ah~don wanna think and be bothered though!

Anyway I left my zen at aunt's house!

arrgh no music for 9 hrs is torturing!><

Now spamming music hahahaha~

Tmr gonna get an ipod nano most prob,shall see^^

Now gonna save playlist hwaiting!

Till then^^

^____________________^

2012-01-13T23:57:00.009+08:00

Having dreams is great!

Respecting and doing something about is definitely amazing:)

Im glad that I have the courage to do

one by one as time goes by.

I think I know why they always saying the process

is more important than the result.

Kekex...Really hope all will go for their dreams and

not let it die away due to reality.

Nothing and no one can kill your owndreams,except urself.

So make a decision!Im glad I did^^

And guess im able to do it is cause ive found someone

that will be there for me be it whatever result I get:)

There you'll be......hee all rights imma sleep soon

and TATA it's another 14^^

Love of my life:)

Night Woorld,

winks~

Goodbye and Hello:)

2011-12-31T00:01:00.008+08:00

It's the last day of 2011 already!

Wow seriously time is more than just flying,kekex.

Looking back of what ive achieved this year,

hmmmm not so disappointing^^

Or should i say as it's satisfactory for me:)

Hope everyone is doing good too,if not,strive during 2012!^^

I doesn't have habit of coming up with new year resolution:x

Probably subconsciously i know my laziness and

easily pessimistic characters will overpower them?:/

But one thing for sure is............

I hope everyone stay happy and healthy!

kekex... okays,gotta sleep early so as to have energy

to count down in 24 hrs time?!

Night woorld^^

Winks~

나의 생활의 사랑

2011-12-07T23:13:00.001+08:00

This song says it all:)

Mr HOHOHO!><

kekex........

Night woorld^^

winks

女人如花花似梦

2011-12-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

是因为长大了，懂事了，经历了，才懂得欣赏好歌吗？

很喜欢这一首已故巨星-百变天后梅艳芳的经典歌曲“女人花”

简单幽美的旋律搭上贴切的歌词，让我真的很感动。

这首歌，唱出了每个女人对爱情的憧憬/感受。

感叹。

谢谢梅艳芳能够把这说歌唱得如此地有味道。

但愿您现在在某处开心，快乐。

Nights woorld~

..................

2011-12-04T23:26:00.008+08:00

Today went out with mom and sis for some shopping and

throughout the day there's this calm feelings which is kinda

overwhelming for me.It makes me worried as most of the

times it seems like after calmness,there will have

undesired things happening.

Is it that im worrying too much?

Or I've come to tame my own feelings,in which wont be

easily irritated/agitated?haha~guess now i sounded like

i come from other planets:x

Still,im really grateful for a lot of things.

Just like some other nights,i would have those serious

and depressing thoughts abt afterlife existence:x

Because somehow to me,

no matter how life is difficult and tiring

at times,im still happy im breathing and

overcoming each obstacles.

Guess that's the reason why i see every waking up is a blessing!

Thus taking care of own health is very impt!

Guess I can do by sleeping now,kekex...lousy ending eh?

hahah~imma sleep night woorld^^

Winks~

Joe-y

DECEMBER

2011-12-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

Time flies!Today is the first day of last month of the year~

1st of December!

Looking back,there's gains and losses in some way or another.

But overall,would say it's a happy and smooth year for me

andit will be years after years for me!

hahaa~well optimism definitely plays an important role here

to determine how you see your progression in life is:)

For me,i will still work hard to minimize pessimism as usual

and balancing well in life(not literally though;)

haha~all right,shall try and update more often cause

i would love to read through more entries when age

is catching up with me in time to come:)

Good night Woorld^^

Dream

2011-10-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

Dream is such a fictional word.

Reality doesn't seem to let it fit in.

Everyone has it but not all work towards it.

So what happened to it?

It dies and remain as regret for most of us.

Still,different ways of perceiving it makes a difference of decision

whether should it be regret,

or a blessing in disguise for not becoming reality.

Some see it as something that is valuable because you never

once experienced it thus it stay as a beautiful hope.

But those that worked for it,you felt its presence of realizing it.

Sometimes we worried,for fear it doesn't work out and

sometimes yearning for it keeps us alive.

There are just too many possibilities,options and changes in life

which ultimately affects the process of the growth of a dream.

Came across this sentence from a song

"或许这世界上，有些梦，美在永远握不到 "Probably...

After all,dream for a living and living for a dream are playing

with the same words yet with a vast meaning.

I'm still thinking and nurturing it without a decision made.

What about you?

眼泪

2011-09-24T00:29:00.003+08:00

天啊~我到底留了都少泪？
不管是开心或伤心，总是爱听伤心情歌。
也许这造成我的优柔寡断。︶︿︶
此刻只想分享些能够代替我发表我感受的歌~晚安！

泪光 - 梁咏琪

以为说再见，爱就不会死。因为那年的我们，都是不顾一切的孩子。

记得 - 张惠妹

我和你的眼中，看见了不同的天空。

你真的走了- 冰淇

我的世界只剩下我一个，而你渐渐走了...。

Joe-y

Peace

2011-08-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

Im still finding ways to find peace and calmness

whenever situation happens

This is really a tough one as we have to surpass

the anger which is in humanity.

Once you found a way,you will find freedom.

And sometimes,seeing this world in a slower pace

is really enriching for our soul and mind.

Though surroundings will mislead us,

but the most important thing is to find ur way back:)

Am in the process of all of these,wad about you?

All the best earthlings^^

Joe-y

You.

2011-08-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

Life been usual and calm,i would say:)

But there's so many needs and wants in my mind!arrgh~

Guess this is what keep humans moving on,

striving for the better?^^

It's been a year plus since i worked at MSC!*claps,claps*

Believe there's still much much more to learn

cos knowledge is never "gained":D

Kekex, sometimes i do find myself weird for using terms

and understanding in my own way,but somehow it kinda

keep me in a safe place,cos no one will

ever know what exactly

im saying and not be offended!But of course not to all:)

Complexity in a simple mind -- ha,do u get this meaning?^^

All right,should stop this as words

do get us lost and loses things:D

Okays,shall it end off as below:

Am i smiling or crying?:D

Winks~

Joe-y

爱是回忆筑的桥,很难覆载相思的牢.

2011-06-18T02:15:00.005+08:00

Woot~

Nowadays been working and living as usual~

It's time to get on to do something!

But have yet to decide/carried out...

Hope this time,things that im anticipating will become reality

and not another abandoned thoughts!

Can't believe I'm still awake at this hour!><

It kinda feel like 'Benjamin buttons'

cos in the past(when im younger),

I have problem staying up late

but now it seems like not an issue anymore.

But yet,it is another problem to my health!

For not sleeping early T.T

So in a sense,im PROBLEMATIC!

But wells,it makes life even more exciting if we can overcome

problems/obstacles after one and another right?haha~

*That sense of accomplishment is woot*

Anyway,kudos to those that managed

to read till this sentence

cos I think i felt kinda gaga already~

This call for a SLEEP!kekex,Night ppl^^

*Im a contradiction,have you discovered why via this post?hehe*

S.N.W

2011-05-17T11:52:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Realise not been updating here often,

and guess no more viewer-ship !T.T haha~

Anyways,some quick updates.

Am still working at MSC,

which is really smth i have to pat on my own back for~

haha,cos it's been long since i'm able to stay at one place for a long time^^

Reason of course is the welfare for MSC staff is really good:D

As well as currently I still can handle my job scope~

Today,am aspired by Mr 蔡康永's 微博。

“值得过的人生, 就是有意思的回憶, 加上有意思的梦想。”

Dream,is something that seems far-fetched yet we should never stop chasing for it,

everybody,JIAYOU!^^

Shall update soon~*winks*

默契

2011-03-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

朋友之间的默契，无需太多的言语。

凭一个微笑，牵一牵咀角，就能得到共鸣。

朋友之间的默契，靠的是一份心意。

 你会知道我，我会明白你，是最值得珍惜。

 就算不能天天一起，不会有距离。

 默默的为你打气，祈祷你如意。

默契  - 陈毓芸

Found back a long lost friend on FB..

Mixed feelings totally..Indescribable...

Still,wish her all the best in everything and

thankful that we hold a valuable friendship before:)

Stay happy and healthy!

只对你说

2011-03-06T21:37:00.005+08:00

我想,我真的不能没有他...我不是在大晒甜蜜,而是真的害怕失去他...

也许跟朋友在一起真的会比较多玩乐.

但我发现这些都是即快乐却短暂的时刻.

因为就像当烟火表演完了,只剩下落寞.

毕竟大家都会各自有各自的他人去关注,

例如家人或其他的朋友们...

可是如果有着这么一个人,

无时无刻在担心夜深了你安全回到家了吗?今天过得开心吗?

心..............真的会很温暖.

自从遇见了他,我的世界就好像中了个乐透哈哈

Baby,希望我们能够一直这样走下去

因为我好像真的没有别的地方去了哈哈

我们继续为了这份爱努力!加油,加油,再加油!

请你多多指教,

I love you.

Truly,madly,deeply.

2011-03-06T00:34:00.004+08:00

Another sweet saturday with Mr Ho:D

Tata~he loves it^^

L.O.V.E.

Truly,madly,deeply

You and I.

2011-02-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

One Wish.

If i could have one wish ,i’d wish that i wake up

from now until the end of my lifetime

with the wind of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin

and the feel of your heart beating with mine.

Our love always true knowing that i could never

find the feeling with anyone other than you,

i’ll always know in my heart that i’ll forever love you.

by mickieblue..

Credits:http://sentimentalquote.wordpress.com/

"Just You and I,forever and ever"

2011-02-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

Came across this chart during

retail management module at school a year back...

I guess due to everything is not "forever",

everyone and everything will go through

this kinda cycle,depending on which aspect..

Sometimes,im speechless about LIFE:)

haha,this is a difficult topic FOREVER.

Happy New Year!!!

2011-01-02T18:36:00.003+08:00

Woah...it's 2011!!!

haha,time flies as usual.

Hope it will be a better year for all of us:)

Some updates...

1)Mr Ho will be having his POP on this coming Saturay,*Hooray*

2)Friends around me(you-noe-who-u-are:) have improvements in their friendship

3)Im getting used to my responsibilities at work

Of course there's more,haha.

But shall share again,if i rmb^^

Will update soon*keep my fingers crossed*kekex.

Ciao!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

他

2010-12-16T23:52:00.007+08:00

相遇,相见,相爱.

争执,哭闹,绝望.

从不后悔而放手.

是因为容忍,宽恕,还是包容力强?

我觉得是因为爱一直存在.

在争吵时,都会忍不住流泪.

不是因为觉得自己受委屈,

而是自己无法控制当下的情绪,

所以伤害他.

庆幸,他不曾放弃我.

坚信,陪我这一生的就只有他了...

只要他.

I will be stronger.I should be stronger.

2010-12-05T17:56:00.005+08:00

Yes,the title says it all~
Been kinda stressed out over job at work
cos my responsibility is getting heavier T.T
But now,im gonna face and
handle this stress openly.
Change it from stress to enjoyment!
kekex...*It's gonna be hard*
JIAYOU to myself!!!

My aim!

Hahahah~

I my me mine

2010-11-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

Woah~Been so long since i crack my brain and
spread my knowledge juice in my blog,hee hee
Wonder how's everybody doing?

Hmmm...Anyway...
Truly admire those that can make
their blog post so enriching><
Frankly,I used to be like tat as well*ahem*
But most of the time,ill only be able to write something
out of something that's more supportive of pessimism.

Weird eh?Ironically,this is weird to our common sense but
human simply tend/like/want to behave this way O_O
Of course,im just like any another human being^^

Back to the topic,why doesn't i write
the way i wrote before anymore?
Did I became happier as compared to the past or
did I simply became even lazier then ever?

Guess I won't choose both of the options stated.
As in if im really happier,i wouldn't still be having
LOTS and LOTS *undesired* thoughts in my mind,arrgh.
Lazier?*Highly doubt so*
Would say it has always been with me,my childhood "friend".
Probably it matured already?haha.

Okay,i should stop here if not
ill continue till my views on UFO:x

Till then ppl^^

未来的自己

2010-11-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤寂的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由

阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞

找一个人惶惶相惜
找一颗心心心相印
在这个宇宙我是独一无二
没人能取代
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待

我不放弃爱的勇气
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己

一天一天一天推翻一天
坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样

未来的你会懂我的疯狂

永远的朋友

2010-11-18T22:10:00.001+08:00

好久不见你还好吗
那一天我又梦见了你
梦里的你依然那样地文静
而我依旧地喜欢逗着你笑

曾经那么不平静的心
也已经安稳了
而曾经许多的猜疑
虽然还没被破解
却不再留任何问号了

因为领悟,而宽心.
因为相信,我懂了:)

永远的朋友:)

F4

2010-10-31T22:58:00.003+08:00

Had a b'dae celebration with the gals for JJ 21st:D

Happy b'dae^^

柴米油鹽醬醋茶

2010-10-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

:)

小時候你想要什麼
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭

而長大以後我想要什麼
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和妳一起錄下
喂我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為妳

柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了妳什麼都不差

小時候你想要什麼
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭

喔長大以後我想要什麼
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和妳一起錄下喂我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為妳

柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了妳什麼都不差

給妳快樂無論白天黑夜
握緊雙手就算颳風下雨
我就是要妳
要妳待在我身邊
保護妳直到永遠

柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了妳什麼都不差

月兒彎彎愛的傻
沒有一個理由
活的那麼複雜
有了妳什麼都不差

:)

Négalinio!

2010-10-19T22:45:00.003+08:00

Kekex,Im back to blog!:D
Just gonna upload some recent photos which can roughly summarize up my wassups nowadays^^

SOMEBODY bought this for me,omg...

It's just chocolate!hee hee

This as well,sophy indeed!^^

Thanks to sister piang for the
souvenirs from his Taiwan trip:)

Attend regina's 21st with jess and mr ho,
he haven send me his photos yet!@_@

Overall,lovely night cos...

It's also a night we celebrate our
belated 35th months together:D

T'estim molt

Im back!

2010-10-17T19:10:00.005+08:00

kekex,finally back to blog!
and im SOOOOO HAPPY cos
my forever problematic acer laptop
can be used again,though don noe for how long:x
And came across this pic of TVXQ on allkpop
in which they design themselves~
Love it.kekex.
Okay,shall update soon again^^
Till then!

Always keep the faith,still keeping the faith:)

A sinful night...

2010-09-13T21:07:00.007+08:00

Met up with the girls yesterday night
and we did something really sinful...
Gonna bear the consequences that's
gonna surface soon on our body!
haha~
YES.We had a really fattening cum
irresistible eating session:)

Fried calamari

Sinner #1 with FRIES.

JJ's chocolate POP,lol.

Carine's chewy chocolate!

And my 'Ring-a-ling-a-ding',haha.

Sinner #2

Sinner #3

Sinner #4

Gonna organize TAF(FAT) club for us le,haha
Till then,
winks~

Sweet tooth

2010-09-12T13:25:00.003+08:00

Seriously,im craving for SWEET THINGS!
Though im aware of the consequences~
T.T

Where are you~~~

Lovely saturday!

2010-09-11T14:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went down to IMM to
visit Mr Ho,ceci and mary~
They're working as part time mooncake promoters.
Hope their sales are good today!:D

After that,went to mary house for dinner and
we had a long chat about KPOP~
It's been so long doing stuffs like that:)
Okay,photos time~
(ps:image heavy/CUTE)LOL.

Jiayou!

Kekex~

Dinner spread@Mary's house^^

Chef Goh~

And see how this little 'tiger' is enjoying!
haha

And my favourite 'pastime' is back!LOL.

My perfect silence

2010-09-10T13:34:00.006+08:00

Finally finished reading one of the 2 books
i mentioned i borrowed form library,weeks ago?
haha~Yes i agree,my commitment with
reading story books are really low~
Gonna start reading the next book soon^^

Anyway,'My perfect silence' is
written by a once criminal barrister.
But this is not those serious murdering cases involved.
My aftermath of reading this books are words like
'Emptiness,light-hearten,forgiving etc' that can described
and yet not described what i actually felt.
Probably mixed emotions.

A great author that I'm gonna continue

to read her other novels^^

'Penelope Evans has established herself
as a master of psychological suspense . . .'

Totally agree with this sentence cause if you're
gonna read her book,you gotta have lots of patience
and guessing and own interpretations!:D

All right that's all for now.
Shall update soon,*shall keep my finger crossed*
Till then,
winks~

他还是不懂

2010-09-10T13:29:00.001+08:00

要说什么
杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪天寒又地冻

是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞
为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我

他还不懂还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔

他还不懂还是不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我

要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息化成烟飘走
过去的种种在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么

都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候

在第一时间拯救我

S.O.S.

2010-09-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hello to whoever is reading my blog:)
Just wanna intro new 'members' in the family~
My two new 'babies':D

It's heels are made of steel?Rare colour,hee

And finally this sweet little thing^^

In conclusion,

I LOVE SHOES!!!

Kekex,but shall not buy anymore this month:)
Till then~
Winks~

S.U.L.K.Y.

2010-09-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Always have thoughts in my mind that:
I'm too selfish,
I'm always in the wrong,
Too sensitive,
Thinking too much etc etc...

But what if the problem actually lies with you?

Night world~
Winks~

시간.

2010-08-29T16:35:00.002+08:00

Cant help but say and think
A LOT OF TIMES in my life:'Time literally flies~'
It's been near to a month since I started on
my new job and woop,September is drawing near!haha.

But i think i spent my time fruitfully cos it's been
spread evenly for my family,friends
and nonetheless with Mr Ho:)

Yesterday happen to find a diary that I've abandoned
for months and decided to start writing back diary haha.

Today went to the library with my sister and I
borrowed two awesome book(Judging from the synopsis which attracts me).
Shall reveal the title and author name after
i've finish reading and find it worth recommending,hee^^
All right,gonna share a nice country love song for you guys^^

"From this moment on" - Shania twain

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Till then,
winks~

岁月真的不饶人!

2010-08-23T22:45:00.003+08:00

Been getting used to my new job nowadays~
But still not used to meeting baby
only during weekends,no,saturday:(
Still,we cherish the time when we're together,
i think that's enough^^

Anyway,today saw this cute sec
sch gal and somehow,i feel envious!
Because I've always have thoughts that's like
"I would handle this,that differently if im given
a chance to go back to the past again"

Oh wells,this is just a thought cos im contented
with my current lifestyle,since there's this saying
that says "the past is what determine the present":)

Just hope my "Fighting" spirit will
be up and up and up!HWAITING!
Okays,gonna get to bed REAL soon for work tmr~
Night ppl,
Shall update soon again^^

Winks~

1234567

2010-08-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

First day of work at MSC and woot~
LOTS and LOTS of figures right in my face!
Ha.Glad that I'm not the only one going through
this since my new colleague cum new friend
Cheryl is doing the same thing as well^^

And also,It's been a LONG TIME since
I got to use excel AGAIN!kekekeke
So in a sense,this is familiar yet notthat familiar kinda thingy to me~

Oh ya,Mr Ho is working now as well,
though it's just part time job.
Gonna miss the weekdays we spend together
and gonna start looking forward for weekends!
Is this a practice for me when
he enlist to NS in 3 months time?
I think I can...

Nope,I CAN. =D

Baby saranghae~

Top of the world

2010-07-27T23:44:00.004+08:00

We went to Mount Faber today!^^

Joke of the day!!!

Till then,
winks~

Because im a girl

2010-07-27T00:25:00.001+08:00

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I Want You So
NoW you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon...

By:Kiss

牵手

2010-07-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

因为爱著你的爱
因为梦著你的梦
所以悲伤著你的悲伤
幸福著你的幸福

因为路过你的路
因为苦过你的苦
所以快乐著你的快乐
追逐著你的追逐

因为誓言不敢听
因为承诺不敢信
所以放心著你的沉默
去说服明天的命运

没有风雨躲得过
没有坎坷不必走
所以安心的牵你的手
不去想该不该回头

也许牵了手的手
前生不一定好走
也许有了伴的路
今生还要更忙碌

所以牵了手的手
来生还要一起走
所以有了伴的路
没有岁月可回头

因为誓言不敢听
因为承诺不敢信
所以放心著你的沉默
去说服明天的命运

没有风雨躲得过
没有坎坷不必走
所以安心的牵你的手
不去想该不该回头

也许牵了手的手
前生不一定好走
也许有了伴的路
今生还要更忙碌
所以牵了手的手
来生还要一起走

所以有了伴的路
没有岁月可回头
所以有了伴的路
没有岁月可回头

By:苏芮

Grow old with you:)

2010-07-21T23:15:00.005+08:00

For all the couples:)

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

By:Adam Sandler

Happen to pass by here with baby today:)

Till then,
winks.

有时候,有时候...

2010-07-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

Woot~been resting and playing around for 2 weeks^^
Which actually also implies that been spending $$$~
Tmr going for the 2nd round interview
and hopefully everything goes well.

But then again,this means my
playing times gonna end soon~
Oh wells.But probably will make decision again
after going through all interviews to see which
type of jobs are really suitable for me ba~

However,I'm glad I have an aim and I'm working towards it^^
Okays,gonna stalk around online now~
Shall update soon~

Humble pie

2010-07-19T11:52:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really think someone
up there is playing prank on me.
But thanks though:D
Shall keep my finger cross~

Life is really about making choices isn't it?

Shall update soon people^^

Free~

2010-07-10T00:20:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since i get to
Sleep late at night(ok,not that late just past midnight),
wake up anytime i want,everyday have plans
for playing and this routine
will continue till i find another job:)

Yes.I've quit my job at Caldecott hills!:D
But the drama will only be broadcast during August.
So people,do stay tuned to 'Unriddle"~
Guess this is the first time that i experienced
the anxiety for Mediacorp Chinese drama
broadcast date as well as its rating~

Just a side note:I focus on Ep 11~18 but still,
do watch from the beginning so as to fully
understand what the whole show is talking about^^
Today and Sunday gonna be 'Happy' days since
having invited to attend 2 friends birthday party~

Okays,that's all for now,shall update soon again.
Night people~

UPDATES!!!

2010-06-26T00:19:00.001+08:00

I'll have time to blog more frequently SOON^^

Night world~

小人

2010-06-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

不知不觉开始realise
其实你也只不过是个小人罢了
我想或许是因为环境
而改变了你该有的态度。

朋友，是时候醒醒了。

人生的每日提醒：）

每天第一件事情...

2010-06-10T00:15:00.006+08:00

Been spending my time with baby~
Love this short holiday^^
Shall not say much...
Photos time!:D

He frowned!!!

Chef Ho's specialty^^

Made specially by Chef Ho!

Poor hairless micky boy~

And he frowned AGAIN!
arrgh~ha

I love my beautiful ordinary life with you~

获益良多

2010-06-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

在追求梦想的旅途中
我结识了一群好友
我觉得这已经足够了

虽然无法在这一次的尝试中
继续前进直达我的目标
（注：原来我真正要的不是这样）
但我不后悔接触过这个机会

因为我觉得
我得到的
已经远远超过我所期待的
是该满足了:)

很庆幸我的人生
有这么一段回忆能够让我回想
在此想要对每一位
参与这段回忆的人说声
"谢谢"

也想对我结识的这一群好友说
"我们一定要继续创造更多美好的回忆!"
你们一定知道你们是谁吧？^^

贪

2010-06-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

Maybe ive been too greedy.

And now it's time to stop it:)

Till then^^

Social life back in progress:)

2010-06-02T12:41:00.004+08:00

First drama gonna end soon~
Should be wrapping up by early july.
Up till now,really enjoyed working with everybody!
With my producer,2 APs,
camera man,camera assistant,
sound man,lighting man,electrician and all of the
uncles drivers that drive us to our locations for filming!

Really thank them lots for the
care they gave to me when i needed it:)
Oh ya,as well as the various actresses
and actors I've encountered with:)
I'll totally miss them lots!
Shall work happily towards the end of this drama!
Hwaiting:D

Im back^^

2010-05-17T22:35:00.005+08:00

It's been a LONG TIME since i get to go out with baby~
And of course these!!!
hahahaha

Famous bencoolen's sunshine plaza wonton mee~

Dinner at panjang~

A day filled with laughter and love with Mr Ho:)

W.H.Y.

2010-05-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

Random me:D

新不了情

心若倦了泪也干了
这分深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝

这一分情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

Work is TIRING!!!
Till then^^

Graduated.

2010-05-13T01:31:00.003+08:00

我以为一切都过去了
但再一次见到你
心里不禁揪了一下

因为真的有太多回忆了
不过我还是会调整自己
因为我知道我已有了一个
可以让我依赖一辈子的男人

而你就像候鸟一样
季节换了就会离开
我无法接受这一种习惯

在此真心地祝福你能够成功
并且能够找到你的另一伴
而过得开开心心

今天你给的微笑永远将会是个迷
我明白了这一句
"只有失去的拥有最永久"
再见.

Ps:The above 'story' is purely out of wild imagination:)
Just wanna share this agony+struggle+SPEECHLESS
feelings from a point of view~

Maybe...

2010-05-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

Working,working and still working!!!
Even in my dreams,still dream about my working life
omg lah~
But still,i suppose im consider the lucky one
to be in my current production crew~
Just hope everything will go well
till the end of this whole drama:D
Jiayou!
Till then^^

Where are you?

2010-05-05T15:12:00.002+08:00

What exactly am I waiting for?
Often have this thought in my mind.
Somehow,I just feel that something that
I yearn for would come eventually
But sometimes,it's just really tiring to be pining on
something that's just out of thoughts.
Cause truthfully in my life,i dread waiting.
However,maybe that something could just be my wishful thoughts,
Oh well.

Just you:)

2010-04-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

Been so busy nowadays that keep
forgetting to update this blog!
Anyway,now my skin is officially 黑白配
Or zebra crossing also no problem~
I seriously want my fair skin
BACK BACK BACK!!!:(
NOT black black black:(
But tmr filming is at studio!
Looking forward to it^^
Okays,gonna do my homework for tmr~
Till then people:)

Oh micky you're SO FINE!:D

2010-04-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Had dinner over at baby house,cooked by his mother:)
YUMMY~
And not forgetting our micky boy^^
Loves~

A painting in baby's room,i like it:)

Off day TMR!
Till then^^

늘

2010-04-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

Love the lyrics:)

The first time, I saw your smile
like you were an angel that came from the sky
You took away all my long depressions

You were kind, my shining star,
my full moon that has been my guiding light.
But why did you make my heart sadden?

You made me hurt, covered me in tears
left me in the dark, with no way out~
But I loved you more, so very much more
And now you are out of my arms

I still love you, And I miss you
So please keep me in your heart forever.
You'll be in my heart, I will never forget you.

I'll never meet someone like you.
You were an angel that walked on this world.
Do you think I will live with out you beside me?

Can you see me, from where you are?
Do you think I'm happy, without you right here?
Time has gone by and my heart hurts more
and I cry every moonless nights.

The sun is dark, without~ you here,
the stars are dull, without~ your smile
But I love you, with all of my broken heart.

All I can do for you, is to give you my love
and to hope that you are still smiling with your joys
even though I'm here in tears~

Please forgive me for being this way
I know you don't want me to be sad for you.
But I still love you, and I'll thank you for all you did

I'll be waiting, if you want to come back~ , to me~
hey, hey~ yeah heh~

Till then^^

最初的梦想-范玮琪

2010-04-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷拍下
又怎会懂得要多努力才走得到远方

如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖千钧一发
又怎会晓得执着的人拥有隐形翅膀

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀

很高兴一路上我们的默契那么长
穿过风又绕个弯心还连着像往常一样

最初的梦想紧握在手上
最想要去的地方
怎么能在半路就分航

最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了整个渴望
才能算到过了天堂

Till then^^

爱情之所以为爱情

2010-04-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

人真的很奇怪.
当我们没有得到某种愿望,我们会渴望.
但当我们得到后,又会害怕失去它.
整个过程都是出于不断地担心及畏惧的状况下.

我一直以来对于我的感情也是有着这样的想法.
我想在许多人的眼里,我真的是过于悲观.
而我也承认和同意.
虽然说,我们应该享受现状,
制造更多共同拥有的美好回忆.

但是说真的,我在这一方面仍然有一些些的困难.
也许大多数的时候我的想法太过于现实,
而现实通常都带着有点残酷的概念.
所以我才会经常往最糟糕的方面去看待许多事情.

例如我的爱情观念.
我觉得我不应该投入太多感情,
因为我不知道这一段是不是真的能够长久.
并且经常问自己这一段感情值不值得我"投资"?
也会担心万一有一天我失去它,那我要怎么办?
我还能够继续现有的生活吗?

真的会有许多许多的疑问.
而问题是出在我这个执着的想法,
并不是我的另一伴不能够给我足够的安全感.
昨天想着想着,不禁流下泪来.
因为感情的事不是一个人的
而是两个人的事.

我领悟到原来我是个弱者.
因为我会很轻易地怕这个怕那个事情会发生,
所以几乎没有真正地看待我们的感情.

我太过于自私了
因为自己害怕所以选择性地
约束我和何先生的感情,

当在有争执的时候
就会觉得:
"分手就分手反正会有更好的";
"我为什么要受那么多委屈?";
"幸好我没有放那么多感情",
等等的os 都回出现在脑海里.

相反的,何先生对我的爱
是有着无限的忍耐以及容忍
因为他觉得,要嘛就爱到百分之百,
不然就是零.
所以要有一定的付出才会看到结果.

我输了.
我经常在朋友和家人面前埋怨,
我的这个男朋友不会在
适当的时候安慰我,哄我,
和说一些甜言蜜语之类的字眼...

原来他对我的爱,
是看不出来的,听不到的.
是要等我慢慢地,
诚恳地感觉它的存在.
我真的很后悔为什么
我到现在才察觉到这一点...

尽管如此,我真的很庆幸有你还在陪着
这个任性,固执及爱哭的我.
因为你,我渐渐地更相信
"爱情","永远"和"幸福".

谢谢你,亲爱的何先生~
往后的日子,
请继续多多指教!

我爱你

Beautiful restriction

2010-04-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

Rest at home today till evening before
going out to meet baby for dinner:D
Today,kinda emotional cause
thought about a lot of things.

Especially my struggles.
Frankly,I think i have quite a few
but i choose to ignore it for now...
Shall see,shall see...
Okays photos time^^

This cost $21.30,worth the price:)

*Grin*

I LOVE this pic with princess^^,haha.

Till then,
ciao

Awesome threesome:D

2010-04-03T23:42:00.004+08:00

Totally enjoy the times when we go out together^^

Thanks to Mary&Piang
for bringing me laughter!
Meet up soon:D
Ciao

Thanks sis^^

2010-04-02T23:22:00.005+08:00

Went out with sister for lunch today~
And her treat!*Yeah*
Dine at Ambush,the European style restaurant~
The food is not bad,at least for
wad we ordered de is not bad:)

After that,went to meet baby at cck and ate dessert:D
Just wanna say,I LOVE MY BOY LOTS!
And im really contented to what i have in my life:)
Okays,photos time^^

My love:)

Till then people~
ciao^^

You say it best, when you say nothing at all:D

2010-04-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

Had simple dinner with Mr Ho and Piang~
Realize it's been a while since
we three gather together:)

Been 3 years i guess?haha~
Reminds me the days when
we're in that 'Hell class',haha.

Tomorrow gonna meet up again!
Looking forward to it,though JB trip
canceled due to Ah Lee not free:x
Never mind,there's always a next time:D

Okays,gonna sleep soon in a while~
Till then people~
Ciao

Beautiful evening

2010-03-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

Today had the MOST enjoyable outdoor filming^^
Hope there would be more!:D
Okays,recent updates time~

Hope to meet up FRIENDS SOON!:D
Till then people,
ciao^^

Memories

2010-03-28T12:49:00.004+08:00

Gonna create more and more memories!
Im someone that tends to forget things easily.
Even important ones...
But seriously it's really not intended.

Still remember few years back while sitting on bus
i suddenly realise i totally
forgotten Uncle Alan whom passed
away suddenly during my secondary school days.

Unknowingly,I cried on the bus.
Because i felt guilty and ashamed for being so
absent-minded even for things like this.

So,im so gonna type a lot of things on this
blog to remind me once in a while:)
Up till now,just wanna apologize to those
in the past or maybe in the future that
i might missed out things about you.

Today gonna go out with ceci and eric
plus me and nelson~
A double date today:)
Thanks to eric in advance for the movie treats!
Shall prepare soon,
ciao^^

下一个天亮

2010-03-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

Met up with baby today and totally enjoyed!!!
Had a very very full dinner with him~
He's my source of energy and motivation for everything!
Lee chin yee,jiayou!:D
Ps:I think he really look like 정용화,haha:D

I love you baby!!!
Till then people^^

The 500th post!

2010-03-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today i have a feeling that
老天爷 saw my previous post~
And tata,it rained today:D
But still,my waist really ache everyday
when i come back home.

I seriously think is due to my lack of exercising
since don't know how many years ago,
that's why i now find this job especially tough to endure...

Sigh,i really hope the opportunity of doing the things
i like in the company will come earlier!
Hint:I really love to write stories:x
Because everything that's impossible
to happen in real life will happen:)

老天爷,i know im a bit greedy now...
But,can you just grant this wish of mine SOON?
Shall wait for your reply,
Thanks for your attention~

Okays i think im going crazy,
Till then people~
Ps:Thanks to piang for concerning:)

Road junction

2010-03-25T10:22:00.003+08:00

These days been really tough...
Physically tired as well as mentally
Because im back into a dilemma situation.

I have a feeling of going to be sick if it carry on...
And yesterday something happened,
which is really close shave.

I really don't know what to do anymore
cause now i dread the idea of going off
in few minutes time
and will only return home after midnight...

Damn,i hate myself to always face this kinda problem

All right,
Till then people.

路

2010-03-22T20:14:00.001+08:00

Ive chosen a path that i know it wont be easy...
and indeed.
So gonna tidy up my thoughts and strive forward!!!
HWAITING!:D

Till then peeps~

A whole new world

2010-03-22T05:55:00.001+08:00

Morning!

Gonna face a whole new world today^^

Looking forward but at the same time nervous~

Wells.hope everything goes well:D

All right,till then^^

人因梦想而伟大

2010-03-20T10:17:00.003+08:00

时间真的是世界上过的最快的东西
这也代表着明天也是不断地发生

当然我们都不应该觉得
它的到来是理所当然的

因为我们根本无法预料
未来会发生什么事情
所以我觉得能够
把握每一个发生在我们身上的机会
才不会有所遗憾

而我已经选择把握已来到的机会
并且也踏出朝我的梦想的第一步

我知道因为这一个决定
会导致我失去我现在拥有的东西,
心里难免会有所不舍

可是我现在明白了
过去有的快乐时光是为了
迎接我即将要面对的未来

所以我不会再去想:

'因为要追求梦想而失去我最宝贵的东西,
好像得付出很大的代价似的'.'

因为这种想法只会让我变得贪心
并且让我感到非常地错乱

人因梦想而伟大
希望大家都能够勇敢地追求自己的梦想
而不是选择性的放弃它
因为说穿了,
梦想到头来才是真正能够让人类
对未来有说期待的原动力
不是吗?

好想你

2010-03-18T22:49:00.001+08:00

Hi,my one and only
这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边

今天心情好吗是否不愉快
要一切都看得开世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边我的心有一条线
恋着你牵着你

好想你想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛你在这里
别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你

不要忘了吃饭不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看

其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手

虽然不在你身边但我在你心里面
我愿意等着你

好想你想到不能呼吸
想到没什么力气没有关系
你别忘记我们的约定
我一直在这里
别忘了我有多么爱你

Mr Ho i miss you!:D

Simple dayout...

2010-03-17T22:53:00.004+08:00

Went Chinatown with baby
but in the end still had dinner back at JP:)

Baby's treat of steamboat@Xing cafe^^

Both soup base really thumbs up!

Thanks baby for everything:D

Till then^^

Uknow@Yunho^^

2010-03-16T01:26:00.003+08:00

The urge to see him SOON!!!

为谁祈祷比生更坚强
在谁身旁比自己还重要

你的微笑有不可思议的能量
穿越过时间的海洋
任幸福徜徉

想念着你比相聚更漫长
眷恋起你比一生还难忘

爱再悲伤很难说结局会怎么样
就算和你分隔两地
你的心还是那么的不经意绽放光芒

给我温暖的肩膀
那是我唯一的方向
不怕未来阻挡

我对你的爱超越了想像
不能忘心中理想
有你陪伴就可以坚强

You're everything,
You're everything
如何到达你心里面藏着的天堂
我不怕遗憾会比永远还漫长
只要能爱你就盼望

温柔的话听多了会受伤
你的模样轮廓教人迷惘

相预景象反覆在记里滋长
不在意昨天的痕迹
只相信今天与你的奇迹
多么难忘

给我温暖的肩膀
不怕过去的捆绑
看你飞翔就拥有力量
如何衡量你在我生命里的重量

我不怕面对一无所有的心慌
爱你就有希望
我不怕遗憾
会比永远还漫长
oh oh you're my everything

如何融化你心里面最深的孤独
时间会有多长
一个世界有多大
我爱你愿意盼望
My everything

Broke up today by younha

2010-03-12T10:56:00.002+08:00

A song which never fail to make me teared...

After covering my face with a white muffler
I waited for you as I blinked my red-shot eyes
Those words I wanted to say
But not quiet sure what they were
An awkward nod with tightening throat
As we take a step back,
the empty space between us is filled with tears
I angrily exclaimed, “Go”
And It seems like that I’ve already fled far far away.

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart,
then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

Your heartbeats and you echoes my eardrum
The lips locked away, gets clearer
Since when and where did we drift apart
When you've loved me till yesterday

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart,
then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

I was happy, I was so happy it pained more
I hate myself for getting tricked by love

I should have stayed and told you I was hurt
Our memories of love, that should be holding you back
You live tomorrow and I today
No one, nothing can make me smile

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart,
then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

Dream to be...

2010-03-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

心里此刻有着无限的感激以及快乐

只想对那些相信我的人说声 '谢谢'.

因为他们让我有勇气追逐我的梦想

现在终于踏出第一步了...

我一定要加油,加油,再加油!

Till then^^

Yo

2010-03-09T22:37:00.001+08:00

Totally love this picture
Reason being:
Handsome
Green
Life
Thoughts

Those who know me should
understand what im saying^^
Till then^^

boredhuman

2010-03-09T12:59:00.002+08:00

Currently i can't do much things till Thursday...
Tomorrow gonna go for
post-FYP presentation over at WLNA
Hope everything will go smoothly^^

Something that i wonder~
Where did the 'past' me went to?
I used to have a lot of constructive
thoughts and ideas now and then

But now,it became a problem for me to have them...
Maybe i neglected/abandoned them years ago?
Hope they will come back to me someday,
or rather,i should find them back!:D
Inspirations ah~~~

Till then^^

Random me,random thought.

2010-03-07T12:48:00.002+08:00

My belief:Human beings cannot survive without love.
And the love i mention here applies
to all different types of love.
Family,friends,relationship,animals etc etc.
Though there are definitely cases that some
people can survive without love.

But what's left with them through
their life are emptiness,loneliness and sadness.
Something that came to my mind while
waiting for my nail polish to dry.
Human's body structure actually symbolizes that
everything has to be more than one to be complete.

For instance,we have 2 hands with 10 fingers,
each having its other 'partners'.
Same goes for legs,some human organs like lungs as well.
Even if we only have one nose,
but don't forget we have two nostril:)

So why does our heart only have one?
I believe one should be faithful to the other
one that our heart tells us he/she is the one:D

All right.that's all for my randomness,
till then^^

纯真的兄妹

2010-03-06T13:25:00.003+08:00

Thanks to piang and
i see the beauty yet heart wrenching
scenery in this song...

兄妹

对我好对我好好到无路可退
可是我也很想有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪于是那么迂回
一时进一时退保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧

享受被爱滋味却不让你想入非非
就让我们虚伪
有感情别浪费
不能相爱的一对
亲爱像两兄妹

爱让我们虚伪
我得到于事无补的安慰
你也得到模仿爱上一个人的机会
残忍也不是慈悲
这样的关系你说多完美

眼看你看著我看得那么暧昧
被爱爱人原来一样可悲
为甚么竟然防备别人给我献媚
不能推不能要要了怕你误会
让我想起曾经爱过谁

我所要的她不给好像小偷一样卑微
就让我们虚伪
有感情别浪费

纯真

长长的路上我想我们是朋友
如果有期待我想最好是不说
你总是微笑的你总是不开口
世界被你掌握

月亮绕地球地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什么

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁你怎么说

你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔
那波光在诱惑

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这么做

Baby baby

2010-03-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday mahjong and today 'Dear John'
hahaha~

Sshh,he's listening to my singing^^

Tomorrow mary house for high tea with ceci^^
ciao

我的未来不是梦!:D

2010-03-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

你是不是像我在太阳下低头
流着汗水默默辛苦的工作

你是不是像我就算受了冷漠
也不放弃自己想要的生活

你是不是像我整天忙着追求
追求一种意想不到的温柔

你是不是像我曾经茫然失措
一次一次徘徊在十字街头

因为我不在乎
别人怎么说
我从来没有忘记我
对自己的承诺
对爱的执着

我知道我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
跟着希望在动

Live your dreams,ppl!:D

Memory management

2010-03-02T00:35:00.003+08:00

Updates~
not been very active here,ha.
anyway been going for various interviews
and not yet made any decision on accepting which job...
yeah,im kinda picky and fickle minded:s
oh wells,hope ill finally find one suitable and satisfied job^^
hwaiting~

惜

2010-02-24T11:14:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to NUH with my family~
because mom's not been
feeling well during our stay in KL.
last sunday went for the first check up
and diagnose of gale stones in her liver.
However yesterday her urine is either in bright red,
brown-grey or black colour.
I saw the colour.

So we immediately bring her to
NUH again for thorough diagnose.
In the end she needs to attend two appointments.
One for urine specialist and another one
for X ray to see whether the gale stones in
her liver has disappeared after taking medicine
prescribed by the general practitioner.
Hope everything will be fine.

The cause of gale stones is
because lack of drinking water.
People,please do drink the appropriate
amount needed for our human body
especially during hot days weather~
And hope that friends that i know of
having some form of illness(i suppose is minor)
will be fine like how they are now!

Of course,hope mommy will get better.
Though she appear to still smile and be brave about
what's happening to her.
This made me sad.
But i believe everything will be fine!
Take care everybody's body!

Updates~

2010-02-23T21:46:00.006+08:00

Baby surprised me with USS tickets
and it's really eye-opening^^
But there's no princesses for Singapore version~
Today spend another simple
yet delightful day with him:D

This restaurant food is superb!

When i look at him with this expression,

he goes...

Like this!#$%^&*,haha.

I LOVE my beautiful ordinary life with you!

Im back,back ,back^^

2010-02-20T23:49:00.006+08:00

Yes im back from malaysia:D
Taken a lot of photos so shall not post here
all at facebook,haha
Anyway a lot of things happened also~
We nearly gotta rob @KL!
But due to my nature of being very sensitive
and observant to environment around me,
we managed to get away from that idiot~phew
and another remarkable event that happened!
i really shave my eyebrow off my mother,haha
Shall present in story board form,
lets go^^

I don noe how i dropped my RM 5 into
this drain till my mother tell me~
It's really impossible to take the note out cos the drain can't
be opened but my mother insist on taking it out no matter what...
though it's just a mere RM5.I keep telling her just
take it as a donation,never mind.But...

Me and sister waited and waited cause she say
she will go find some 'useful thing' and yeah,she returned with this
thing in which was given to her
for free from those retail stores,haha

As she tried to take the note using those long sticks,
passer by stops around and one kind malay uncle starts to
instruct and work with my mother to 'save' the RM 5

Their effort is paid off!

But im the beneficial winner,
cause i just snatch it from my mother
and wash it clean~haha

Spell 'VICTORY' for me!haha

Through this incident,
i really admire my mother's way of thoughts~
Cause the whole thing ultimately is not about her
being so money minded,RM5 bucks also
wanna go all out to take it~
If you realize,it's more than that:)
I learned something valuable here,do u?

CNY@Malaysia,im coming~

2010-02-13T17:04:00.002+08:00

Gonna prepare SOON~
Wont be in singapore for CNY,
me and mr ho's 2 years 3 months,
and valentine's day~
Ill make sure he make it
up for me when i come back^^

Bye~
ps:I'll be back^^

Happy day:)

2010-02-12T22:01:00.006+08:00

Random meet up wit zhao:D

we bought the same design!

did manicure

took lots of photos^^

Tmr gonna meet mr ho~
yeah:D
till then^^

每天第一件事

2010-02-12T13:14:00.004+08:00

UT 3 is over,and RP life is over...
time really flies eh?ha~
And oh ya,this song is SWEET:D

每天第一件事-梁静茹

你送的灯像在床头放了星星
让我每一个梦都闪耀着暖意
在捷运里一通贴心的简讯
赶走了我的蓝色星期一

你翻杂志费心挑选的餐厅
不管它好不好吃我都笑得满意
我打了一年还没送你的毛衣
你介不介意我改打围巾

每天张开眼睛第一件事就是想你
空气有草莓的香气
每天幻想柳橙色的为俩盖在草地
让我们发明最美的约定

你的周围太多事要你烦心
就算我帮不了忙至少让你放心
我努力克服容易害羞的毛病
敢和你抢着先说我爱你

每天分手回家第一件事就是复习
快乐和感动几比几
每天都是因为你而看见风和日丽
你为我发明最美的天气

好像新鲜果汁纯粹的透明
你在我马克杯上画上了一颗心
你是我今天醒来第一个原因
这一次先听我说我爱你

Gonna leave SG on saturday night to malaysia:D
Here's my advance happy chinese new year~^^
Till then,
winks~

As we go on...

2010-02-11T17:19:00.009+08:00

Pharma is FOREVER OUT of my life:D
But it does hold some significant value to me...
anyways tmr gonna be the last paper and
ill be going to grandma house@malaysia for CNY~
okays,photos time,AGAIN!:D

Till then^^

Where am i?

2010-02-09T20:35:00.006+08:00

Okays,some updates for this week~
been busy mugging for final UT 3
but still manage to play hard and work smart:D
kekex

Jing kang's '阿狗'

It's even older than me:s

MESSY

But...

WII~haha

I jus keep losing:(

no matter how hard i try,haha.

*awkward laughter*

But im a pro in tennis!haha

random:din noe RP can be this nice

yesterday went out to study

Yummy@ Kim gary

And i met mr ho today^^

Okay that's all~
tmr gonna study for pharma!
hwaiting:D

对不起,我爱你:)

2010-02-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

你空出一双手
穿过黑夜握住我
两个人的手心里有
一整片宽阔的天空

谁都没有开口
星星也忘了闪烁
有你陪着我就可以
走到天涯的尽头

那时候还记得那时候
从手心传过来的温柔
如果说只能活这一天
曾经与你深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了
想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节
爱在心里所以我不可怜

回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
等待着我们说好的永远

并肩的两个人
在银白色的街头
印下的脚印还一直
在我的心里往前走

从爱的第一秒
直到最后一分钟
我对我们之间没有
任何后悔的理由

当走过的路流过的泪
被落叶掩埋
是你的温柔让我的心
重新活过来

就算相爱的人
无论如何暂时要离开
别问未来怎麽办
我只需要等待

回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节
爱在心里所以我不可怜

回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
把最后的合照摆在窗前
想像着你也许跟我一样
正在倒数再见的时间
等着对我说好的永远

I know what i want:)

It's been a long time...

2010-02-06T21:38:00.004+08:00

TATA~im back into action again!
Yes,obsession with camera:D
Went out with mr ho today for his CNY clothes~
and off he go to attend his ex classmate's birthday
while im at home updating this blog here:)
Hope he enjoy himself~^^
okays,photos time!kekex

There's MORE!:D

kekex

We will be better...

Complicated heart.

2010-02-06T10:54:00.015+08:00

Yesterday is the last time attending lesson in RP,
last time doing quiz,
last time doing self evaluation,
last time doing RJ.
I truly treat yesterday as the very last day in RP
though this coming week we would still need
to go back to school for UT3.
But,the feeling is just different.
Words can't describe what i wanna convey here.

Anyway,something that i discovered few days ago
which changes my mindset about certain thing.
I realize,the most heart wrenching thing
in a relationship is not when your partner
had another person(3rd party)
but is when the two of you do still
love and care for each other,
however struggle to be
together due to some differences.
Which eventually will make both parties suffer.
I guess one song can describe what im trying to say.

最近~李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的

我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

And another song lyrics that made me ponder...

明天以后~林峰,泳儿.

在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走

你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动
我从来没对你说压抑的我的心动

你的好你的坏
我的脾气你最懂
我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
我不要你来心疼我(我不要你离开我)
明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气

其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心)
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起

最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一)
还微笑祝福你

爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择做比情人更好的朋友

Complicated heart,indeed.

热

2010-02-04T00:21:00.005+08:00

HAHA~
wonder girls mandarin version of 'So Hot' english rap
remind me of someone this 'shameless'!lol

Here it goes:

'Every time where i go,
i can never run away the white spotlight
They'll never leave me alone no matter what,
whether day or night
How old do i gotta be till
they don't want me no more,
Drew Barrymore tell me
Trying to ruin what i just can't hide,
started nation now worldwide
Everyone loves me,tryin to get to know me,
what can i do oh no~please leave me alone~
All the boys be lovin me,girls be hating me
they will never stop cause they know im so hot hot'

And random picture:GREEN!*kekex*

Night peeps~
winks

What's next?

2010-02-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

YEAH ppl!finally FYP totally over~
i can officially delete the 'fyp folder'
from my laptop and netbook:D
This is the last week for lessons in school~
And next week,after finishing UT3,

CNY!

And this year should be going with mama
and sister to grandma house at malaysia~
and might be going to cameron highlands
heard that it is famous for,urm, strawberry?
not sure also,ha.
ok,not much to update,
till then^^

Updates~31/1/2010

2010-02-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

Went out with mama and sister
last sunday and GREAT DAY!:D

This is my new 'baby' in the house!:D

And the rest...ha

*opps,opposite*

okays,that's all~
nite:D

30/1/2010

2010-01-31T23:37:00.009+08:00

Outing with mary and
met up with my gals later on:D

My SHIFU~~~ha

my 'new' friend,ahah:D

!!!

GOTCHA!haha

okays,there's more to update
shall update tomorrow~
nite:D